MotherMockingBird

...Or whatever they're called. >>;;

I am currently using Autodesk sketchbook. But the only real issue I have is that I tend to use layers. And the thing is if I want to draw AND color a picture.... .... I have to do it in all in one go. :'c It's a version where if I save my progress, all the layers will be on top of each other. so that really hinders me from being able to stop/save and continue it later.


So it becomes more of:
"HMMM DO I WANT TO DRAW/COLOR FOR 5 HOURS" 

*Whispers*
No pls.


But yeah, if you know, send me a link or something! ; v;' I would prefer it to be free, but it's really good I wouldn't mind taking a a peak at the price. 

Thanks! <3

-Nita

PRETTY MUCH.

People got me into playing Lol. And Town of Salem. And more Warframe. Holy I haven't even been playing Mabi as of late! AND replaying the whole entirety of Waddanohara with some friends to voice out the characters.

Plus I spent the whole last week with family on about dad's stuff and selling the bar...Sorry  to those I haven't had the chance to talk to in a long while.

With all the craziness of it all I haven't even had time to draw. But yet I've taken peeks here and there. Otherwise nothing else too new. Hope you are all doing well! 

Still busy as ever, but I got this feeling when I finally find time to draw it'll be a lot of vent art. Also I might go ahead and start drawing characters from the story--and hold them until I actually get the comic/written? story on the way. I'll just put them up when they are reveled, because it's keeping me from actually drawing in general. (As in "I REALLY WANT TO DRAW THIS NOW" but I "HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED THE STORY." Sort of thing--so I end up not drawing anything lol.)

Also gonna casually leave confusing notes here because why not!

Ni: "Breathe Me" - Sia / "Disaster" - The Used
(v M/Fs v)
A: "Behind Closed Doors" - Rise Against / "Hurt No One" - The Used
V: "Undisclosed Desires" - Muse / "Turn Back the Clock" - Steam Powered Giraffe 
F: "Ghost Grinder" - Steam Powered Giraffe / "Dollhouse" - Melanie Martinez
Py: "Release the Panic - Recalibrated" - Red / "Tigerlily" - La Roux
Pe: "Unravel" - Tokyo Ghoul Opening / "Theatre" - Icon For Hire
Na: "Time Is Running Out" - Muse / "Breath of Life" - Florence +Machine
L: "Come Little Children" - Erutan
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Now on a more personal note:
I can't believe it's been 64 days already...
Happy Birthday Dad. I'll always love you.

So I have been up thinking late for the past few nights. As I've mentioned before due to recent events I've decided to work on something completely new and different from what I used to have. But then I realized--I can never forget or let go of my old characters. Since this being the case--I may randomly start attempting to redraw some old characters if I manage to think of a different life/experience first. Why is this, you may ask? Wellll....Simply because nearly all of the characters that interacted with my old ones belonged to the other writer. And since we are no longer on speaking terms I need to make it so I can still restore life back into these characters. Itim Sorashi will probably be my first character to rewrite. Her looks will remain the same, although some family member's names and history will change. (Currently still the same: Angel, Mytho, Soshaiin) Only name change currently would be Lill (A.K.A Madam Spade) who was partially named after another character. Her new 'real' name is Miari.   

Also I know to most of you this doesn't really matter since--well---All the old stories I held before I never shared with anyone but that one person, thus meaning this explanation kind of pointless...QQ
-am so sorry qq-

Well I should probably get to bed now, I have work in a few hours. Good night!

Man has it been forever since the last time I've been here. I don't even remember what I last posted. To be honest, I don't think I won't take a moment to go look. It'll just be less...awkward way, I think? Meh!

So for those who are reading this know that it's been ages since I've put anything up. Hell I haven't really drawn that much since High School. I've been too busy trying to figure out to do with my life and playing video games. (coughGamescough)--And working in general, can't forget that. More or less I've been juggling work and games. (Mabinogi, Godus, recently Wareframe--ect.)Making money while keeping myself entertained. I do plan to go back to college to at least do generals of course, but that's another story.

Anyways--if you are still reading I'm sure you're wondering why I'm posting something now out of completely no where. Glad you asked! *Shot.*  In the few years it is true my art has died out, but my creativity and love of story telling never left me. It's just that I no longer possessed the time or desire to draw out pictures. One, because I was busy with college and now--two jobs. Two, it was more convenient to role play with my closest friend. (And I've really become withdrawn in general) And three--simply fact that I hate my art. Really. 

Now referencing back to my second reasoning I recently had to end our friendship due to personal reasons. Since then I definitely done some reflecting off of it and realized that relied too much on them for my thoughts. In which I didn't mean to--I found their art to be amazing. I still do. Not only that they were the only person I felt comfortable of throwing my crappy ideas at. But obviously I no longer have that. And to be honest I think I've been going crazy. Seriously. I haven't done or shared anything creative-wise until recently and I'm finding myself talking TO MYSELF while I'm sitting alone at the front desk at work...Yeeeah.

It's clear to me that if I didn't start doing something soon again--I was either going to start writing messages on the walls at work rather than the note pads OR talking in third person when a guest checks in. ...Pretty sure both are bad for business. 

Which is why I'm thinking of starting on a "project". There's a story/ideas that have been slowly forming in my head for the past week. Like I said, I love making up stories. The worst part of it however is that I...hate my art and I have no confidence in my writing abulity. (Ability!) But what the real purpose of this "project" is to try and encourage myself into practicing my art again or..."refine" my writing skills. I am very self-conscience of both. Which is why I'll give you the warning now--The story may not remain in one constant medium. It will all depend on how comfortable I am with the art I draw or the words I write. I'm hoping to not fall into play script though.

Me: Because I feel like this wouldn't really be enough to have people one to read. (SADLY THIS ISN'T HOMESTUCK Q_Q) 


But yeah! I'm still working a name for it. I recently did some vent/silly art involving the characters I made up and will probably post it after this. 

So in the end if you chose to take a peak and like it, great!
If looked at it and don't like it, that's okay.
If you don't look and judging because you can...Well damn. That's not very nice. :c

Well dear friends, feel free to hit me up with a message anytime! But take heed when I that my procrastination is more monstrous than ever. Not to mention my attention spand.........
 
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Cheese! I mean Peace!